[05 Sep 2006|01:45am] we're all chasing safety in this fabled thing called love, spilling our guts til there's nothing left inside. --- it's behind my eyelids that you exist. in the comfort of darkness i know your every move. on my side of the bed

ETERNAL WRITER'S BLOCK [30 Mar 2006|11:10pm] you're a stranger in my gut a foreigner to my system and i'm aching to get you out aching to have you closer so close you know my secrets like an open book tear the covers off rip my organs from their limbs and turn me inside out inside i'm into you with my heart beating in your hand keeping time with your wrist watch watching your every move cause you're moving me moving my solar system like a constellation in my lungs breathe you out and in out and in out and into my book without its covers cover me up into the stars on my side of the bed

TIED TO COFFINS [30 Mar 2005|12:14pm] it's fantastically ironic, but hey - at least it doesn't really hurt anymore. it's like laughter caught in my throat. it chokes like a hand around my neck, but it's only kidding. who knew? you've won my dear, and i hope you're ready for the chase because your dreams will always be just out of reach. on my side of the bed

BREAK OUT [24 Dec 2004|12:53am] 12/18/04: isn't it obvious? this isn't your scene anymore it belongs to no one and is owned by all you're a copy of the original that has long since been lost the masses unite under one common flaw each is alienated and conjoined by their estrangement and no one is different, originality obliterated so find yourself don't look to me for the answers i can't help you now get out of line stop wasting your time it's a brand new day hold the sunlight in your fingers and let's find ourselves break out and find you're one of a kind now look all around you do you see yourself in everyone else? you thought you were alone in your pain and your fear don't be surprised to see that we're just like you same scream same tears it's over so find yourself don't look to me for the answers i can't help you now get out of line stop wasting your time it's a brand new day hold the sunlight in your fingers and let's find ourselves break out and find you're one of a kind now look deep inside before it becomes too late for change you're never out of time to be free unlock the cages and anticipate a new day find out how we all could be so find yourself don't look to me for the answers i can't help you now get out of line stop wasting your time it's a brand new day hold the sunlight in your fingers and let's find ourselves break out and find you're one of a kind now on my side of the bed

INSIDE OF YOU [10 Sep 2004|02:05am] 8/27/04: wipe the crumbs from your mouth, child. the bread and water you consume did not come for free and this train is headed on a one-way path to nowhere. perfection is only a myth to be told, don't hold fast to its tale of glory. it fades like sunlight into dusk. ---------- 7/29/04: and the beat goes on forgiving is the easy part. it's forgetting that makes me want to rip your fucking heart out and throw it into the atlantic ocean further than you can swim. your existance became my nightmare, but the collateral damage became my living hell. oh it's been a pleasant summer, hasn't it? go ahead- keep rubbing in that innocent smile. ---------- 6/7/04: you don't need to see this is it enough to torture you with subtle words left in places for you to stumble upon, left without warning to run you aground? i am purposeful with my tactics like militia gearing up for battle against my heart. this army resolved to begging but gets me nowhere with you. distant and cold you make the miles of ocean more real. i can touch the current but not your skin, alien to my fingertips with the passage of time with the passage of you slipping away between dark waves of a dark sea. you opened the doors but you cannot expect me to close them without you. you've splintered the frame. it stands gaping wide sucking stale wind in your wake. stale breath straight to my core like a cold gray fist. it takes aim at the target of my heart, already bleeding in the gusts of air. you made me vulnerable as i stood before you an open book in which to write your story. and write you did only to rip out the pages with your choking gray fist. ball the pages up and toss them aside. my heart is the next to go. ---------- 3/1/04: i can't write don't be alarmed if you find i come predisposed for letdown my heart's likely to explode prematurely in your hands as you are preparing to set it off all it does is spill to the floor making a mess of things, anyway ---------- 2/1/04: our eyes scream murder "give me your poison" he begs he wants to kill this moment before it turns to tragedy he thinks he can save us both and i watch the virus take hold as he looks into me but his eyes don't say a word before it started it had ended over without a trace but a single drop of lethal taste screams "goodbye, goodbye, goodbye" on my side of the bed

TESTING [08 Sep 2004|07:58pm] one two three on my side of the bed

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